Saturday, November 28, 2009

Zzzz....

I need my soul of the log head right now!!! No motivation to pack!!! T.T!!!! Help!!!!

Too much stuffs already!!!!! Oh no!!!!

Ahhhhh... WHY DO I HAVE TO GO BACK!!!! T.T!!!!

I dun wanna go back!!!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

.....

I'm f-ing annoyed..

Does those leaders in standard char expect people to glue their eyes to their computer and check their mails every minutes?

Expect a reply when they send an email at 10.20 am and expect people to reply on the very same day by 10pm.

Hello?? We are not geeks!! DUH.

This really give me a bad expression of stand char now.. Zzzz...

And what about the briefing ppt that they say will send to those who did not attend the briefing?

HELLO!?! WTF?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Heritibility

Broad sense Heritability: Proportion of total phenotypic variation in a trait to an extent to which the variation in phenotype are determined by the genotype. (P is determined by G)
H2 = VG/ VP

Narrow sence Heritability: Proportion of ADDITIVE GENETIC variation to an extend to which genes are transmitted from the parents
h2 = VA/VP

I CANT REMEMBER COZ I DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I believe - 范逸臣 (version by Olivia Lufkin)

This is a nice song.. Song about deceiving yourself.. Haha.. I like..


I Believe
当我在你家门口
下雨了
你看了也会难过

I Believe
你不说话的时候
也是一种
其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说
相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己I Believe
你总会看到我
在某个时候
想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe
没有回应的时候
只不过
正好你在电话中

I Believe
语音信箱的沉默
也是一种
其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说
相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己I Believe
你总会看到我
在一切之后
留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏
聚光灯没亮过
怀疑
是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己I Believe
一定会有结果
在很久以后
留在你身边的是我
会陪着你的人是我

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

I love this song.. But my version was sang by Olivia Lufkin.. I really like her singing.. Its really beautiful..

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill


You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Monday, November 23, 2009

Crappy day..

Ok.. Finally finished all my exams..

And what a crappy day it was..

I couldn't finish my biostat exams and have already gotten the first question wrong (I think its worth 4 marks).. So its a total of 4 + 6 + 6 + 4 = 20 marks totally gone.. That's how my high distinction fly away..

And..

For biochem.. I totally blew it on the short answer part where its worth 60 marks!! I thought it was 20 marks and couldn't be bothered with it.. So maybe around 25 marks gone too..

Ahh...

Bang the wall man..

Sunday, November 22, 2009

the psyc0-ing that WILL work.. =)

HAHAHA.

I changed my blog address. And tomorrow's biochem and biostat.

I have to have faith in myself.. I just need to get a low distinction to get my HDs. Or even as little as 2.7% and 10% to pass biostat and biochem.

It will be okay, believe in yourself.

Shu Hui! 100% confident!!! =)))


Friday, November 20, 2009

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!

ZZZZZ.. Biochem is really a good way to keep me awake... Zzzz...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I'm studying!!!

Ok. Damn oxytocin, vasopressin, CRH, ACTH, glucocorticoid, aldosterone.

Oxytocin and vasopressin
They are very 'guai' hormones... Never go out and club one.. So they travel via their parents' cars (meaning neurons from the hypothalamus as their axon span down to the posterior pituitary)...

They are made from normal papa and mama (DNA to mRNA to hormones) but their post-translation is unique (tt's why they are so obedient; nv go club and all..) Preprohormone become prohormones by cleaving of a signal peptide (that signal chaos? That's why so guai la..) in the ER. Then they got packed into secretory granules in the Golgi apparatus.. The provasopressin is cleaved to give neurophysin II, glycoprotein and vasopressin while prooxytocin is cleaved to give neurophysin I and oxytocin.

The neurophysin of the hormones also very 'guai lan', refused to leave the hormones and therefore bind noncovalently to the hormones.. Luckily for the hormones, the neurophysin got use ar.. Transport the hormones down the posterior pituitary to the terminal bulb...
Secretion of these hormones is via depolarisation, action potential and Ca voltage-gated channel which fuses the secretory granules with the membrane of the neuron.. All these happen because of stimuli (due to contraction of myometrium or myoepithelial or decreased in blood volume or increase in body fluid osmolarity - lets think about all these as tragedy.. Zzz..)

So the child (oxytocin and vasopressin) must SAVE them!!

Oxytocin encourages positive feedback loop (you know i know the effects la.. )...

Vasopressin (WHAT DID U DO SIA..).... ......... ....... ......
increase water uptake by kidney thru aquaporin 2 water channel??

Ahhh.... go study la...

I don't like this

I can't sleep..

And its 2 PLUS AM ALREADY!!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

High Distinctions!!!

Haha.. Keeping the lan cable doesn't work for me.. Hahhaa.. Maybe I will just study in the library.. Zzz..

5 more days to exams and I'm not really feeling the stress yet.. My definitions are in trouble.. Hahahaha!

I wonder why am I not feeling the stress now...

And I'm starting to have dreams when I'm sleeping.. I wonder why too..

Must get HDs!!! GO!!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Blah blah.. Giving excuses..

Slept for 10 hours.. Felt more guilty than refreshed.. Zzz. Yesterday, wasn’t doing anything productive.. Zzzz.. Ok.. Today have to pay back twice.. Biostat, biochem, conjugation answers and 5 definitions! I don’t like exams… Sigh..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I lost my flexibility!!!!!!!

Ok.. This is gonna be backposted.. Coz I kept my lan cable and am lazy to plug it to my com since I have already bundle it nicely.. the only way is to unbundle it and plug which I’m simply to lazy to do it.. =)

This is how you used laziness to help you study. Hahaha! =)) So no restaurant city and no fishing until I overcome this laziness (and I don’t have to!). =))) Hahahhahaha!! 8 days more to exams!!

And I lost my flexibility already!!! I cant put my head to the ground when I’m doing a “split” (well.. its not called a split but just putting your legs 90˚ parallel to each other.. Zzz).. I’m SOOOOOO dead when I come back to training.. Everyone’s gonna revenge for what I did to them… T.T!!!!

NooooO!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

yes!

Now, I'm pretty happy with my biochem upgrade test results.. although its not good AT ALL, but I managed to spot one error and I have one more correct answer!! Hahahaha!

Well.. Life sucks when your results suck big time. So well.. back to study that stupid transposon crap which I had been putting it away for a very very long time already...

Aim for tonight:
1) Transposon crap
2) Conjugation, transformation and transduction

ZZZZ...

Dare to be different.

I wonder what is the thing I have in mind that I wanna blog about..

Oh yes!!! Its AGNES PHUA! AHHH!!!

Why are u back in Singapore!!!! I also wanna go back!!!

My bak chou mee, chicken rice, carrot cake, char quey tiao, hokkien mee, hotplate fufu, tim sum and etc etc are waiting for me...

This is sooo unfair!!!

I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!

=((((((((((((

I think I'm homesick.... =((((((((( on a friday the 13th.. T.T

Thursday, November 12, 2009

K_ _ _T_ G_ _ S Are _______.

I wonder why did it end up like this..

If you didn't like us at first, you shouldn't even be committed to us.

F off.

We will live better than u bas*.

U guys are such "WONDERFUL" monsters.

)$(@U$(^T)@!{!!

See your workload!

Ok.. I haven't been really studying for the past few days.. And I seriously think I'm in a deep pile of shit now..

I have no idea what have I been doing for the past few days..

Panic mode: ON.

Study mode: *Button jam*

!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

When is the ppl inspecting our flat gonna come? IM HUNGRY!!!

Study Study and study!!

Its 12 days to exams!! Woo Hooo!!!

And I'm happy! Meg painted my nails (alternating with red and purple) and trim my fugly ugly eyebrows!

And Sheena's gonna do a manicure for my nails after my exams!!! YAY!! I want a french manicure!! =)))

Had enough fun for the day.. Now.. Back to study!! =)))

Monday, November 9, 2009

Do you remember?

Do you remember what day is it today?

Yea.. Its biochem upgrade test today.. The crazy risk that I took when I have 7.6 over 10 and still wanna retake it..

And something significant about today's date...

Hahahahhaha!!

14 days to exams.. Dun think so much and just study!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

All smiles.. =)

I won't want myself to be regretting if I didn't have a go for this upgrade test..

Between a credit or a distinction or even a high distinction. That one mark or even a 0.1 mark is important to me..

So I'm taking it...

I have nothing to lose (well.. i guess so..).

"rely on myself".. I'm believe I'm slowly changing back to the Shu Hui I used to be..

Jia You!!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Baking day! (the last bit of fun before mugging really starts..)

Today's a tiring but a meaningful day..
Spent the whole of the morning stocking up on food for the exams and the whole of the afternoon baking.. And whoa.. Its amazing!! "Reese's peanut butter chocolate" (the fake version), lemon butterfly cupcakes for Amy's belated birthday and more cupcakes! =)

So happy after making it!! =))
Hahaha!! And oh.. Kobi and I made a wonderful dessert for potluck yesterday too! Its the same thing that 'Uncle" Nick made for the tkd ppl when I was in poly yr 1.. Hahaha!! Kind of missed eating it.. so i googled and found the recipe!! YAY!!! Hahahha!! Its like Jelly marshmellow digestive biscuit 'cake'.. Hahaha.. And guess what we did to those raspberry flavour (which tasted like cough syrup so we decided not to use)?? CHUBBY BUNNY! hahahhahaaha!!! =))) So we practically stuffed our mouth with pink marshmellows.. hahhaha!
The jello marshmellow cake!
Amy's belated birthday cupcakes.. Lemon butterfly cupcakes!
Peanut Butter Squares!

Cupcakes!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

I could have sworn i heard ppl playing mahjong in the morning ard 11am..

I'm finally done with BIOSTATISTIC.

I think..

Checking through again tomorrow morning I guess...

HAHHAHAHHAHHAHA!!!

YAY!!!! I LOVE U BIOSTAT!!! =))

....

Had a horrible dream..

Dreamt that I did badly in Genetics (exam or test).. And its like.. Someone was sitting down going thru all the notes and Ruth was saying there, like that lo.. And I was like omg, I got it wrong and gradually.. all the answers that she say I got it all wrong too..

Do we have any tests that involve MCQs that are not discussed after the test?? I don't think so right...

And it seems like a continuation from a dream I previously had before..

Ahhh... It's really scary.. Better do my microevolutionary practical now..

I'm really scared for exams now..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

you're getting on my nerves

Crave chocolate. Need chocolate desperately.

Biostat.. I cant do my conclusion properly..

Found myself sensitive to couples too.. Which gets on my nerves.. WTF la. If you're here to study, stop talking and make all sort of funny noise.. Its really annoyed. Wish I could just shout at them la.. Zzzz..

Sigh.. Going to open the tim tam which i'm saving for a long time.. Zzzz.. Hate myself for loving chocolate now.. Zzzz..

Forget and forgive. And concentrate on biostat!!! Maybe you shouldn't go for judo now.. And grow fatter..

.....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Statisticians are COOL and SEXY, as quoted by my lecturer..

This is real funny..

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/08/06/technology/06stats.html

The article states that statisticians will be in high demand for over 10 years.. And its a cool and SEXY job..

But hey.. they're earning huge amount of money... WHY NOT? hahaha... Yea.. money makes my world go round.. Well.. I do have nothing to lose right??

Anyone wanna sponsor me to take a statistic course??? =))) I'm willing to do stat.. They're real fun and I really ENJOY doing my project now..

F*)@ off!

I feel like shyt.

Not because of biostat.

Zzzz. Thank you so much.

Monday, November 2, 2009

King of wishful thinking... its a nice song..

Biochem is finally over...

I doubt that I'm gonna do Module 2 upgrade unless I got full marks for the first upgrade.. Which is HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE. Hahaha!!

So.. For now.. I'm gonna concentrate on the biostat project and get as high as possible.. Sigh...

Shu Hui.. Jia Yous!! =))

Sunday, November 1, 2009