Merrrry Christmas, everyone!

Bad bad week for me.. I'm still sick.. And it's Christmas.. Hahaha.. And its the reason why I still sick now.. Hahahaha.. Sounds complicated? I'm sure it is... Hahahaha!

I need to apologise to the karate ppl.. Hahaha.. I think I'm too mean.. Haha.. Shouldn't have even tell them off.. Hahaha.. Since it's not my problem already... I should really just concentrate on getting my life back or even be happy while I still can.. Hahaha.. SO yea... I'm sorry to say things on Wednesday... Hahahaha... You guys just do your best and don't regret what you have done... =)

I think I should also apologise to the lab people too.. I've been sick for this week and haven't been helping you guys much too.. Felt useless.. hahahha.. But nvm.. Next week, I will do my best in helping you guys!!!

I wonderr why am I not getting well soon.. Hahahaha...

Crappy days are filled with misery and pain..

I'm having been the feeling of vomitting and having diarrhea since last Saturday.. There isn't any good things happening to me ever since I came back Singapore man.. It really sucks... Zzz..

But I'm still having my headaches and ultra stiff neck and body.. I hate this man.. And I'm definitely lacking of sleep..

HELLO IM ALREADY VERY UNLUCKY ALREADY!! CAN U MAKE MY CHRISTMAS OR MY UPCOMING DAYS BETTER!?!?!!?!!!!

Have a Christmas present to be a one-way ticket back to Perth ASAP... Zzzz...

I WILL SURVIVE (all the heights, dance and everything!)

Ok. Proven.. I can't dance.. So dun para para me.. T.T

And I'm bloody scared of height. Just to let u people know.

DON'T TORTURE ME ANYMORE!!! ELSE I'M GOING BACK TO PERTH IMMEDIATELY!!!

But today's a fun day with Aiwei and Pei Jun EXCEPT FOR THE FORCING ME TO CLIMB PART. I'm still in shock!! Hahahhaa.. But the sad part is I spent quite a lot of money.. Maybe I should bring bread from tml onwards... T.T..

Learn tiger claw today from training.. Which is really difficult to do because my hand is a bit weird.. But JIA YOU!!!!! =)) Thanks Gui Xin and Kim Song for the guidance! I see the word guidance.. Is it wrong or am i just sensitive to the word 'dance'?

I gonna get some sleep soon!!

Moving on~..

Another day just passed like this..

In a way.. it felt good that I survived yet another day.. Have to really thank Lao Ren, my colleagues (in the lab) and the 'best gossip group of the century' that is made up of Xiu Min, Shirley, Fifi and Wan Zhao... My sis also contribute la.. For sending me and Wan Zhao back home and making me feel very amused by her awesome driving skill! Hahahha!!

I'm feeling that I'm going to really move on now.. Let's hope for the best! =)))

Move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, move on, dammit

Two things that I wished that I didn't know today.

One being... I GAVE PEOPLE THE WRONG CONTACT NUMBER!!!! Hahahaha!!!

Two being.. (I-T-S A S-E-C-R-E-T)..

Those two are enough to make me FEEL DAMN DEPRESSED LA..

Damn it.. Why does it have to turn out like this??

I can't move on in peace.. JUST DISAPPEAR YOU DAMN BUGGER.

EVERYTHING IS JUST A BLOODY FUCKING LIE.

Zzzz

Today's a horrible day...

Woke up, had a really splitting headache.. Felt really bad.. then I went back to sleep.. Now.. I'm FEELING GUILTY ABOUT NOT GOING TO SCHOOL!!!

Mum brought me fish porridge.. And amazing.. I ate like a few spoonfuls... Then went to use computer to find some info.. And I FELL ASLEEP!!!!

And only woke up until now..

Feeling slightly better.. But still have the feeling of my head gonna's fall off anything soon.. Oh well..

Maybe I shall sleep even more.. And I'm going to sleep at least 9 hr everyday... I'm not going to experience it the third time.... Zzz...

Lesson 1: Think positively.

Thinking back.. I should be thankful for everything...

I'm thankful for my family who helped me so much when I'm in Perth and back in Singapore. And not forgetting that they sponsor me for my transportation money so far...

I'm thankful for doing the second upgrade test for biochemistry. If not.. I wouldn't have gotten a high distinction for my Biochem II since my exam results are crappy...

I'm thankful for my results (although the marks didn't meet my expectations, I'm lucky that I can get the grades that I wished for...)

I'm thankful that I've gotten a chance to go overseas to study and meet and know more about these wonderful people.

I'm glad that I chose Murdoch University instead of others as the professors there are very friendly and helpful.

I'm really fortunate to be living in Perth as the cost of living is low so I can save as much as possible...

I'm glad I still have friends here in Singapore who waited for me to come back and meet them (to give presents to them, hahaha.)

I'm happy that I'm helping to do research in Wallace's lab (FOC).

I'm really happy that I have been into a relationship with you although I'm sad that it ended. But nonetheless, I'm really glad that I was once your girlfriend.

I'm thankful that I'm still the Koh Shu Hui that you guys know.. But less of the violent part (I insisted on saying that!) and more of the gentle and demure Shu Hui. =)

Shucks!

I BECAME SO FAT THAT I AM REALLY SURPRISED WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT MY WEIGHT WHEN I WEIGHED MYSELF THIS MORNING.

Goodness!!

Its time for DIETING!

Goodbye, good food... T.T

Sigh... But today its really fun.. Met stanley and went to donate blood! WOOO HOOO!!! =))) I was really scared that my iron level wasnt high enough.. But thankfully it did!! I LOVE YOU BLOOD!!!! =)))

Then after that met with my beloved cornet section in the night for dinner.. It was really fun! And we walked back from Sembawang Shopping Centre back home! I love it!!!!!

=))

Great day, great company! :)

.....

Things are turning out fine for me (before knowing my results..)

I just knew that I could go back early every friday.. So it means i wont be late for my NP training.. =))

And..

EXAMS ARE OUT.

WTF. DONT ASK ME ABOUT MINE.

T.T

Broke... =(

Spend the day in lab as usual.. but there's a nice surprise.. my colleagues actually brought me and Fuanni birthday cake.. Hahaha.. I'm so happy.. Someone is actually celebrating my birthday!! Hahhahaha!! And yesterday my mum baked me a strawberry cake which is sooooo delicious!! And I rmb that Andrea and myself made ice cream cake during the last few days in hostel for my 'future' birthday too! Hahahhaha! I'm soo fortunate!!

I'm soooo happy!! =)))

Now I only wish someone give me Popular vouchers and transportation money for my birthday too.. Hahahaha! I dun mind a free lunch in TP too! =))

Speaking of lunch.. It seems that I gonna survive on bread for the rest of my time here in Sg... Coz I HAVE NO MONEY!!!! And I dun wanna ask my dad for money... =(((

I NEED A PART TIME JOB THAT ALLOWS ME TO WORK ONLY ON WEEKENDS OR EVEN WEEKDAYS EVENING!!!!!!

=((((((

7th December!

Today's my birthday!! =)))

But spend the day in the lab.. =(( I shld have spent it by sleeping.. =(( Hahaha.. But its okay.. Coz I've learn histo skills (kinda).. Hahahhaa!!

So yea.. I'm Happy!

My these few days are really packed too..

Sat: Morning went to study with Lao Ren.. (the jiao, jiao, zhu jiao thingy...) then after which went to watch New Moon with karate ppl..

And omg!! JACOB BLACK IS SOOOO HOT!!!! When he took off his top to give Bella to stop her blood.. the whole theatre was like WOOOOOOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAA!!!! =)))) I'm sooo jealous of Bella!!!!! =((( Omg! He's real hot!!!!!!

Then after the movie have Long John Silver and went back home and chiong out to volunteer for standard char.. Hahhaa..

The standard char was full of nice surprise and BAD MEMORIES. Lots of foreigners (coz they were at esplanade for sight seeing) smiled at me and even talked to me! Hahaha!! One of them even gave me a Australia souvenir!! It really makes my day!! =)) although I'm like a freak since I'm the ONLY volunteer that keeps on greeting and cheering the runners... But oh well.. I would like people to do that for me if I'm running too.. Hahaha!! Had lotsa positive comments from both the runners and the foreigners!! HAHAHHAHA!!!

STUPID MEDICS. Shall not spoil my mood today. BUT DAMN THEM. USELESS MEDICS. ZZZZ..

I'm hungry but if I eat now I'll grow even FATTER.

Today's the end of the SALAS Conference..

Although I do prefer last year's conference as there's more technical stuffs like the machinery, MRI etc and all.. This year's pretty good too.. At least I've learnt something.. =)) But I guess its good as it caters to the majority (since last year I spotted a lot of ppl sleeping.. LOL)..

Then I went for NP training.. And gosh!! My legs cannot 'tahan' the stretching! Never had I imagine that this day will come.. That I can't stretch!!! T.T!!!!

Now I finally know why they called me monster.. Coz I called Bei Jia and one other girl monster too.. They did a split and their bodies are touching the floor while their legs are like 180 degrees apart.. NOW I KNOW WHY....

My legs are in pain now!!!!! T.T and I'm sooooo hungry!!!!! =(((

Life sucks..

ITS A DAMN CHAOTIC WEEK!!!!

Sun: Went back to sg.

Mon: REGRETTED COMING BACK. But anyway went back to TP to find Wallace Lim and do research.. I have no idea what's going on even now (although i do have a vague idea but I don't think its correct).. Met Kim Song for dinner! Treat me to a lot of food!! There's beef ho fun, baby kalan, some spicy chicken, oyster omelette and bak gu teh!!! And I'm proud to say that I finished everything!!!! =)))

Tue: Work and work again.. Went back and practically slept.. ( too tired.. haven't been sleeping my regular 8hr of sleep since last wed.. Sigh!!!)

Wed: Work then went for karate.. Nth much..

Thur: Went for SALAS Conference! Met with shin rong, adelyn and amberlyn!! I'm soo happy to see them!!! =))

Hahaha.. But I had a series of unfortunate events that made me wanna come back NOW...

1. I wish people would say Hi and thank the bus driver...
2. Stomachache EVERYDAY.
3. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP EVERYDAY.
4. Weather is toooooooooo HUMID.
5. "GIN NAs" PLAYING DAMN LOUD MUSIC ON BUS THINKING THAT THEY OWN THE WHOLE BUS (and its around 11pm!)
6. PRIORITY SEATINGS ARE FOR ELDERS, PREGNANT WOMEN AND THOSE WITH DIFFICULTIES!!! NOT A 'STAGE' TO FAKE SLEEPING!!!

T.T.... I wanna go back...