Happy Halloween!

I realized Perth doesn’t have daylight saving time.. LOL.. And yea.. you guys must have guessed that I did something dumb before realizing that.. Well.. yea.. I kinda did.. Turned up an hour earlier to meet my lecturer.. LOL.. But anyway learned something.. Zzzz…

Been studying ‘overnight’ and this afternoon too.. And I came to realize that I hate the combination of alcohol and smoke. It is enough to make me feel VERY annoyed. I often wondered if people could just save that damn bloody money that was used to buy cigarettes, I would have like billions and billions of apple crumbles to eat… Zzzzz…

DAMN.

And I am soooo waiting for today to come.. It means that I can SPENT MONEY AGAIN!!! Grocery shopping!!! YEAAAA!!!! Haha.. And I decided to eat better since it’s the exam month… Need to nourish my brain.. Hahahahaha!!!Happy Halloween!! Although its sad that my Halloween is spend on studying.. I’m so going to a Halloween party next year!!

Argh.

You are my one and only...

GENETICS TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!!! And I have one last test to go (before exams)!!!


I wonder.. Do I really push myself too hard?

People around me keep telling me to relax.. But I can't..

I'm always so uptight about tests and my assignment.. Just to do well..

I know I haven't got my parents' smart gene.. So I'm working so darn hard just to excel and get the expected marks...

But I don't feel that I have done a lot.. Maybe its really because I have nothing to think/ do except studying...

Hahahahhaha!!

Shadow of Love by OLIVIA inspi's REIRA

This song has a sad feel in it which makes me feel sad when I listen to it…

It has very beautiful lyrics… *Trust in me.. Even if we come apart… My memories won’t erase our bond.. Will you trust in me… You can see the stars that I trace with my fingertip, right?*

And tomorrow’s the genetics test.. And I’m not ready for it… Feel like giving up already… I’m just so tired.. So tired of everything… Sigh.. I wanna go a HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!! But.. Biochem’s on mon… ZZZZZ…

Shadow of Love by OLIVIA inspi’REIRA

The ring of vows
Our red thread
Is invisible now
There are no promises, either, but-

Don’t let go of our joined hands
If it’s the truth, I’ll only be sad
While like this

Trust in me
Even if we come apart
My memories won’t erase our bond
Will you trust in me
You can see the stars that I trace with my fingertip, right?

Without averting my eyes
I’ll tell you for the first time
You, who reflect in my eyes
Are the one

I only believe that I can even overcome
This dangerous world
With you

Trust in me
Within the dawns that visit
Our separate skies
Will you trust in me
Inside of dreams, we can meet
Time and time again, right?

Trust in me
Even if we come apart
My memories won’t erase our bond
Will you trust in me
You can see the stars that I trace with my fingertip, right?
It’s actually you, not my studies.

The biochem test.

I AM SO DEAD FOR BIOCHEMISTRY II TEST TOMORROW.

Ah ... Ho ho ho..

Got back my biostat assignment.. And it sure feel weird..

Coz I have 2 bonus marks because of something which I have no idea why.. With that bonus marks, it kind of cancelled ‘the effect of never doing the assignment to Shu Hui’s expectation’ but it feels WEIRD!! I just feel that my lecturer just wanna give marks freely?? Oh well, I benefitted from it so I don’t really care. It just means that I don’t have to put too much pressure on myself for the main examination for biostat compared to other subjects *gasps* *cough* biochem *cough* *gags* GENETICS *cough cough*…

And biochem elective is getting on my nerves… Too much to study and memorizing.. Same as genetics.. Why the heck do we have to know definition? Inversion is just like flipping my hand, so what for define that damn thing man! Furthermore, biostat’s project is like soooo much thing to do, just because I want to get that idiotic 20%!!! They’re all driving me nuts! And I’m so gonna score well for them!!! Zzz…

Random post

Ahh.. I’m panicking.

Too much things to do… Although it can’t be helped… Too much stuffs to remember for both biochem and genetics test!!! To add it up, I still have my Biostat project!!!

Stress stress stress!! I’m also sooo deprived of sleep (although I slept 7 hours already.. ) I’m gonna sleep for 13 hours again to refresh myself tomorrow… Jia You Shu Hui! You surely can do it well!! =))

The last entry before I have no internet access

Hahaha!! Last entry before there's no internet access for me until 27th!! (unless I can be bothered to walk to the library..)

Its 34 days left to exams..

And on Saturday, it was a freaking 37 degrees. LOL. I could probably survive in 40 degree in summer.. But I'm not gonna risk it and I'm gonna camp either in the anatomy museum or at the library.. Haha.

So yea.. Kudos to study!!

Upcoming events:

1. Biochem test (26th Oct)
2. Genetic test (28th Oct)
3. Biochem Upgrade test (2nd Nov)
4. Biostat Assignment (6th Nov)
5. Biostat Project (6th Nov)
6. *Biochem Upgrade test 2 (9th Nov)

I'm still thinking whether I should take the second upgrade test for my second module.. I got a 7.6 out of 10.. If I take the upgrade test the chance of me getting higher than it is around 20%.. But I'm trying to aim for a high distinction and possibility the best result out of the cohort.. DAMN. What should I do!?!?!?!

Winter Sleep - Olivia Lufkin

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

* Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

Repeat *

shit.

lol. got emo again.

CAN ANYONE HELP ME THIS TIME?

CALL ME!! EMAIL ME! MSN ME!

Do whatever things you know can make me forget.

BLOODY HELL.

SmiLeee!!

The internet is sooooo slow that I dun wanna use it anymore!!!

And I realised I've only 5 weeks left to exams!! And I have 3 weeks left to do 3 tests (2 for biochem and 1 for genetics), 1 assignment (for biostat) and 1 project (biostat that's worth 20%!!!).

HOW CAN I FINISH EVERYTHING!?!?

U can. Stop whining and stop admiring people's life and get back to work.

Honestly, I can't understand how people can go out and enjoy life while I'm rushing to do my assignment and all.

What to do, you're born stupid.. Sigh..

But thinking on a bright side, I have a hardworking gene that is dominant over my lazy gene and its pretty beneficial to my academic welfare so I'm still pretty lucky..

THINK OPTIMISTIC, SHU HUI!!

Feeling suffocating..

Once again.

Made a wrong decision, making people unhappy.

KOH SHU HUI, what is wrong with you?

You know the answer, and you jolly well go and present.

Why are you hesitating?

Didn't you say that you wanna change?

Biochem results are out.

Let's see what I've got.

Whether it's more than 8 or less than 8.

And gosh.

Am I surprised! Such a good grade..

Is it a good sign or a bad sign for me,

Telling me to go ahead with what I want to do?

Despite it all,

shu hui better study hard.

You know that exams freak you out and that you don't do well for exams.

So be prepared you shall be.

Start studying now,

for you have only 48 days more.

And additional 5 more days,

You'll be back to Singapore,

and enjoy your life away.

Try not to forget the reason why you came here...

I still love you and I'm gonna call you for a chance to be together again. That was my determination for biochem.

I hate the rent that keeps increasing..

Had biochemistry test today.. Wasn't so bad.. Lets wait till I get back my result before saying anymore..

If I have more than 8 out of 10, I will do something (not for u guys to know =) ) which have been on my mind.. Haha.. I'm hoping it will not happen but yet.. I still wish for it to happen.. I know.. Its contradicting.

Next will be the biostat assignment.. Lets hope that I can manage to maintain my grade so that I would have to fret so much about the main exams..

Shu Hui!! Don't think so much and focus on your studies!!!

I know I mustn't think so much but I can't help to think how am I going to survive all the way until end November with the so little amount I have.. T.T... I'm gonna buy cabbage, potato and tomato and make soup everyday.. T.T..

Do ur biostat LA!!!

Lesley Roy: Psycho Bitch

Is it fair to say you played me for a fool?

Is it fair to say you used me?

Thats the truth

You've been lyin all this time and now im mad

You drove me to the vodka shots im knockin back

Yeah

I bet you never thought that I would be a basket case

im Goin crazy cause you're hooked on someone

And that someone isnt me

I bet you never thought that I would be a psycho bitch

Like the kind of girl thats gonna smash your headlights

No that someone isnt me

Is it fair to say your window hit a rock?

Do you think that I should sell you to the cops?

When they ask me where I was the seventeenth

Should I be like you and say that wasn't me?

Yeah

I bet you never thought that I would be a basket case

im Goin crazy cause you're hooked on someone

And that someone isnt me

I bet you never thought that I would be a psycho bitch

Like the kind of girl thats gonna smash your headlights

No that someone isnt me

Does she go where I dont?

Is she beautiful or

Will she go where I wont go?

I bet you never thought that I would be a basket case

im Goin crazy cause you're hooked on someone

And that someone isnt me

But you never thought that I would be a psycho bitch

Like the kind of girl thats gonna smash your headlights

No that someone isnt me

I bet you never thought that I would be a basket case

im Goin crazy cause you're hooked on someone

And that someone isnt me

But you never thought that I would be a psycho bitch

Like the kind of girl thats gonna smash your headlights (smash em in)

No that someone isnt me

Oh!

=)) Love this song..

Bullshits!

Woke up.

Felt emo.

Took out handphone.

Started looking through all the messages.

Some are encouraging, some are hurting.

What should I do when I'm feeling like this now?

I know.. STUDY HARD..

-50 days to exams-

"ok.. its getting closer and closer.. study!!"

Studying genetics makes you distracted..

Hahaha!! Teppei Koike is HOT!!!

Ahhhh!!

And I really should be studying instead of doing this...

Ok.. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

53 days to exams!!!!

But.. He's damn hot!!!!!!! and cute!!!

And all about him here:

http://bestuff.com/stuff/teppei-koike

Those who gave me ur labcoat to wash.. u owe me 50 cents.. Sheena, I owe u 50 cents. =)

I have decided that I'm not going to sit there and wait for things to happen. I'm going to make it happen.

If I fall, I will get up again.

=)

8 more weeks to exams..

HDs!! Here I come!! =)))

The rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain

My Fair Lady is nice!!! Especially "the rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain".. And I spent my whole night watching it.. Hahaha!

There's also this: "In Hertford, Hereford and Hampshire, hurricanes hardly ever happen" (from wiki coz I couldn't get what they were saying..)

Nice movie musical to watch!

And I couldn't believe Freddy was outside the street waiting for her for A WHOLE MONTH!! Haha.. Guess love really do exist.. LOLS.

Time to study! =((