Thursday, February 25, 2010

THIS IS AWESOME.

I saw Ryan (My biostat lecturer) at Kardinya today!!! And guess what!! He said that I scored the second highest in biostat exam! Soooo CoooL!!!! =))) He really make my day!!! Hahahahaha!! I'm soo happy!!!! Woooo Hoooooo!!!!! =))))))))))

But the happy stuffs aside.. something bad happened.. Sigh... And came to know that I have quite a lot of assignments, projects to do.. Hahaha.

Things to do:
  1. Genetics Major Project - Have to research..
  2. Biomed Physio - Research about Beta-thalassemia
  3. Biomed Physio - Read Histology Practical!
  4. MOD - Group Project (Details known after Mon, so I'll slack for now. =))
  5. MOD - Some assignment
Actually, it doesn't seemed to be a lot.. But when you're doing individually.. IT SEEMS TO BE PILING UP!! Hahahaha!

Maybe it's because I'm too happy over Ryan's words.. But.. He really made my day!!! =)))

Monday, February 22, 2010

It's my swollen gum that is hurting me.. =((

Today's a bad day.. Went for MOD (Mechanism of Disease) lab just now.. Have completely no idea how to identify the tissues! They all look pink and purple to me!!! Maybe I wasn't concentrate since my gum hurts and a girl beside me keep talking to me.. =(((

I have to study!!!

PANADOL!! HELP!!!!!

Sunday, February 21, 2010


Long due pictures are finally up..

To Frementle: 14th Feb 2010
Taken on the Sunday, 14th Feb.. Why red and so coincidental? Coz its Chinese New Year!!!

The wide range of cheese in Frementle Market. Oh oh.. They changed their layout too!

Selling my sister is cheaper than buying this lobster like thingy.. Any taker for my sis?

To marketcity: 20th Feb 2010
Act 1: Natural

Act 2: Pretending to be a pig

Act 3: *This is not a act* Digging nose. Hahaha! Don't worry I wont posting this in fb. =)

On the way to Market City.. The bus driver totally disregard the "bus alighting" button to stop or maybe the button was spoilt. Hmm.. Thus we backtracked.

While waiting for the bus.. Nice scenery isn't it..

Lost in the wildness.. Kahang's emoing, Ruth seemed to be very lost and me admiring some tree, Lol.

Stuffs that we (Kahang, Kobi and me) bought!

Oh yea.. Maybe I'll just poop some more panadol and start to study.. Sigh.. Am I taking Sheena's luck?? =((
gum/teeth pain. neck/shoulder pain.

Its not improving my mood after yesterday.

=(((((((

Sad-ded.
Love can give you the most wonderful feeling ever, or it can bring you down in a second.

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her
hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me
softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.


The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing
something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just
did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't
want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before th e divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.


On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that
I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness
in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and w rote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. Her heart had finally broke down...



The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah.

These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!


I believe some of you may have came across this article before.

Along our journey, the weariness and monotony of life takes its toll on us, such that we tend to overlook seemingly mundane matters, taking advantage of our current situation and circumstances.

In anything we do, have the conviction to be right here right now, lest our thoughts wander to the fearful future and the painful past...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Close to you

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
NECK PAIN!! NECK PAIN!!! NECK PAIN!!!!! Zzzz...

Ytd took a nap and I think I slept in a very strange position.. That must be how I got it.. Yesterday was really painful.. And today.. It's still the same!! I think I got Sheena's luck already.. Zzz.. But okay la.. I must remain optimistic! Study!!!

Things that happened to me:
  1. Overcharged by village for rent (coz they say I did not pay on the 8th.. but i wrote in email and apparently it is considered some spam or junk mail.. Zzz)
  2. Stain my jeans with ORANGE HIGHLIGHTER.. So cool right? I think I got most of it out already.. Haha..
  3. Got a 1 hr timer heater cum fan instead of the one without the timer.. So unfair!! Gonna ask for a new one again!!
  4. Hostel dun provide lamp while they did last semester..
  5. Their washing machine rate increase from $2 to $3 already!!! "WHY THE INCREASE? WE ALREADY PAID FOR THE UTILITIES FEE AND THE INCREASED RENT, SO WHY IS IT STILL INCREASING??"
  6. All my tests are on Wednesday! And most of them clashes with each other!! How cool is that?
I will be strong!! Zzzz!!

Oh yea.. There's the quiz that Carmen and Kobe took during analytical chemistry.. And I find it super cool.. Hahaha.. Solved it pretty fast too.. Hahhaha..

There's more in the website too.. Try it if u feel challenged today!
My second in rabbit but not in tail
My third in up but not down
My fourth in tiara not in crown
My fifth in tree you plainly see
My whole a food for you and me


Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year! (But there's no festive celebration in Perth for CNY...)

Happy Valentine Day! (But everything seems soo normal around here..)

Sigh.. Back to unpacking.. Almost 90% done! Woo Hoo!! Next is printing notes and get ready for school tomorrow!! WOO HOO!!!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

ok.. So I'm back in Perth.. There's partying everywhere.. My flat, the flat next to mine, and some flats across (which I can hear them super clearly)..

Ok back to Perth.. must study hard =)


Friday, February 12, 2010

Hahaha! Internet is finally up!!! And 2 days more to Perth.. Hahaha.. Now I dun feel like going back.. Hahaha.. Read some of learning guides of the subjects.. Makes me wanna freak out... T.T

Today also accomplish quite a number of stuffs.. I'm 90% packed already thanks to Lao Ren hahahaha! Then go and buy some missing stuffs too.. And I have new shoes~ Haahaha!! =))

After which, went to his house and have steamboat dinner.. Hahaha.. A bit ps even after having dinner with them countless times already.. But this time it's the last one before I fly to Perth.. so super ps laaaaaaaa.... Oh oh! I finally got a chance to take LRT! Hahahhaa! Its soo cool!!! Hahahahaha!!

Okay I think I sounded as if I'm so tourist in SG. Hahahaha! But anyway a few more days before I enjoy my life before going back to be a full time hardcore student.. Hahahha!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I was bored.. After trying to pack and all.. So I looked at fb's pictures.. Realised something about me..

I was slim (Yr 1 in Poly). Then slowly ballooned.. Then lost weight (7 months ago).. Then in Perth I slightly gained weight.. And when I came back.. I BALLOONNEEDDDD!!!!

This is shocking siaaaaa!!!

=((

Anyway.. Back to packing.. Sigh!!!! =((((

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Waaa I read Xiumin’s essay and cried.. WAHHHHHH..

Really really touching.. WAHHHHHH... WA LAO! XIU MIN HOW CAN MAKE ME CRY!??! Now I dun feel like packing my stuffs liaoo laaaaa.. I dun feel like going to Perth liao laaa!!! WAHHHHH!! Just two pages are enough to make me cry sia!! No matter what essays or reports or literature materials or even manga I read won't make me cry! But I just cried after reading your letter!!

*Sniff Sniff*

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The pineapple horror show

Hee Hee!! I've reformatted my laptop.. Its twice as fast now!! Hurray!!!

At a side note.. I was pretty much horrified by my mum.. Taking orders for pineapple tarts.. My mum and I have to make lots of lots of pineapple tarts now!!!! T.T.. Pretty soon I will have nightmare about grating pineapples and etc..

But well.. its CNY so I guess its once a year.. Hahaha. Ok.. gonna cook the pineapples.. T.T

6 more days to Perth. Have not even started to pack. Hahaha! Need to do lotsa of stuffs too!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Met up with two groups of people today, first being the Perthians - Carmen, KaHang and Kobi and the second group - Huiyi, peck and lulu!!!

And everyone's still the same! =))

Made lots of pineapple tarts too despite having to rush for time and meeting them..

Just say I have good time management!!! Hahhahahhaha!

But still, many things that I still have to do: Like buying my stationaries, cut my hair etc..

Too many things to do but no time... Sacrificing my sleep now already.. T.T

Friday, February 5, 2010

Cool.. I love my blog layout. Especially with the colours..

But all these at the expenses of my SLEEP!!!

Gonna be zombified later on.. Hee hee!

Good night, internet.

Monday, Monday, Monday!

I can't wait for Saturday to come.

I can't wait for Monday to come. =)

You know what I mean, right? =))

Sorry to those people I can't meet up.. I dun have time unless you guys wanna bond at my house helping me to pack my luggage.. That would be AWESOME! =)))

8 more days to Perth!! 10 more days to start my life as an AWESOME student!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

crappy craps that was made up by some crappy thoughts of a crappy girl

Wee!! Fulfilled quite a number of things for the past few days!!

1) Went prawning on Sun evening.. Its damn cruel coz we bbq-ed the prawns straight away.. So.. NO MORE PRAWNING OR FISHING until I get over it (I think its for the rest of my life)....

2) Went Singapore Flyer at NIGHT!!! LOL!!! And we have the whole capsule to ourselves (coz we went a few minutes before it closes.. LOL!!)

3) Took NEOPRINTS!!! HAHHAHAHHA!! So funny!! It made me think of the times when my friends and I took neoprints together!!! Hahahhahaha!! I wanna take more neoprints too!!! ^^

4) Went marina barrage with my primary school friends and had great fun there!!! hahhaha!! (even though we didn't manage to fly kite, we played cards instead!) One of the police/security guard still walked over and asked if we're gambling or not!! Hahhahahha!!

And I'm going back soon!! Next thing to do is to meet up with EVERYBODY before I fly off.. I'm fully booked for this week!! And I have not started packing!!!! Zzzz!!!! Super crap!!

And I'm hungry now.. I think a worm resides in my stomach...